Dear readers,

Many hearts are beating at this very moment. And, even at this very moment one just stopped. Not many of us relies this… or care. I am one of those how simple do not care. I’ve turned a blind eye to humanity; only few people keep me linked to it. And, I start to find myself starting to lose those I call ‘friend’. As long as this one person in my life does not leave me, I will be able to keep holding on.

There are many definitions of ‘humanity’; it’s hard for me to just choose one. Humankind are selfish creatures. All we do is take, take, take and kill things that could kill us- and things that won’t! It’s true… in this world it’s kill or be killed. And this list can go on- example; complaining about its too hot… we’ve made the world this way! Shut up and deal with it or actually do something. And on the other hand, humankind can be loving creatures. They can care, and they can love.

Now I’m not the type of… well, human that is all about the environment- actually I’m the kind of human that loves animals, I can’t stand people- and I don’t like the environment… I say “F*** the planet, were all going to die- I’m going to live my life, the way I wanna live it. If you don’t like the way I’m living it go F*** yourself.” What I say is true, and I often say that to people too.

But even now, when I’ve started to give up on humanity… I’ve found some people I can call ‘friend’, ‘boyfriend’, and ‘family’. So in truth some… people can be alright. You can trust them, you can love them, you can start feeling those long forgotten emotions again. But, don’t think for moment that things can’t be taken away from you. Just be happy you got to spend the time you got to spend with them; no matter how short or how long, or if you hated or loved them. They are a part of your live and they’ve wedged themselves into your heart whether or not you wanted them too or not- and even if they didn’t plan on that to happen.

I’m happy I got to have at least one person I was able to call ‘friend’, and one person I was able to fall in love with, and a ‘family’ that I was forced to have even through all the hardships that we’ve faced and are too face.

Not all Humans, People, Homo sapiens, human beings, mankind -or whatever else you wish to call them- are evil.
signed,
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